Well hell yeah it happens!! And it seems the more you get into your faith walk the harder the tests become! The more I pray the further into debt we go, through no fault of our own, it just seems to get worse and worse and worse. We have bills come out our butts for crap we don’t even know we have, the power bill is astronomical and I have been very diligent turning everything off, not using heating even when its freezing, not leaving lights on, just all the things and the power bill is the highest it’s ever been! What on earth is going on? My hubby and I are fighting like crazy, if I had somewhere else to go I would have gone it’s as simple as that! I prayed this morning and told God THAT IS IT, I am DONE, I cannot do these tests any longer, I am NOT as strong as He thinks I am, until I see some form of hope THAT’S IT! Lets see how THAT goes!
Look, I do not mean to turn anyone off here, I am just being bloody honest. I want this blog to be truthful not scripted, I want people to understand that when they give their lives to Jesus the crap has just begun. These times that we go through are bloody tough, and they are tough for a damn good reason, THE REWARD IS SO GREAT! Scripture says the gate to righteousness and heaven is small and few find it, well I am not surprised! Today is an almighty bloody test and they are getting more profuse. Every time I turn around is another test and another lesson in obedience, well today I failed! Luckily I get to start over again tomorrow, I get to repent and ask God for forgiveness to give me yet another chance to start again. Man, this is a tough life, Jesus be near!